I've been full loaded with design project for the past few weeks. Basically, my mind was just full of stuffs from what to choose to design for major and minor equipment, how I can do that, how much I can explore deep into it, what are the reactions involve? kinetics? what are the optimum values? is it economical to do so, what if that happens? safety? HAZOP? how about the control? what kind of control needed?
However, in the midst of business, my mind wanders.. Wander upon life, relationship and BGR stuff. I had my graduation photo this morning, together with other chemical engineering students who will be graduating at the time with me. Just realised that time passes so fast that you don't even realise it! Memories from foundation time with lots n lots of quadra session during classes, all the honeymoon year till now friends are just separating to different paths..
Church has been running on a 40-days of love campaign. Due to business, I can't keep on to the daily reading. However, been learning a lot even tho had just read 15 days.. *Shame* I promised myself that I'll learn again the whole thing after my exams. Learnt on some lessons on BGR, on how I actually failed during my past relationship. Failing to confront, failing to communicate what is in my mind, failing to persevere, failing to put it the highest goal, failing to act immediately and ended up with myself giving all things up. Come to think about it.. It's quite silly! How I wish time could just reverse back.. *Dreaming*